Got a habit now

What started as here and there

Is daily now

And i know that it isn't fair

But i'm flying now

Yeah i'm flying now



I'm a pilot now

But i'm not that good with machines

Cuz my aeroplane

It's falling apart at the seems

Think i'm coming down

Yeah i'm coming down



I'm erasing the part that's painful

I'm leaving it out on the table

Whenever i drink i forget to think

I just push and push 'til i reach the brink

I'm spitting out a mouthful

With no thought to what is tasteful

I'm sorry it took alcohol

For me to finally say it all