I'm not scared that this is happening,

I'm not afraid but this is real, this is real

I'll count the ways, from every single direction

This time I'm not, I'm not sleeping alone



How could this be real

I've failed you, I've failed you



I was lying when I said, I was looking up

I was too scared to show what I am

Bare with me, bare with me, this is all I have left

This might be more than a simple conversation



It's been dancing around my head

For quite some time

Just a thought of cleaning up myself



I was lying when i said, I was looking up

I was too scared to show what I am

Bare with me, bare with me, this was all I had left

This might be more than a simple conversation



I'm not sleeping

I'm not sleeping at all,

I stare at the wall, watching my time float away

Its all been a blur, and nothing will change

I stare at the wall, watching my time float away

Its all been a blur, and nothing will change

I was lying (I was lying I was lying (I was lying)

This is defeat.