I am a mess
Ive made a huge mess
I cant control myself
I kill the rhyme again
Im comin sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside, where people hide
Within it chemical, unbalanced on the triple beam
What, fuck what you heard, its about what I seen
I seen it happen
Backhand brand, to face smackin
Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened
The doctors say hes got the brain of a murderer
This rugged style steals yo brain

My heart is bleeding
And this pain it will not pass
Its not receding
And my bodys going numb
A bad trip child
Rolling stoned, keeping high
He dont know what hes doing
He just keeps getting by

Thrown away. I want to be, thrown away.

Hes born sick
Nothin in his hands but his dick
He couldnt handle pressure, he couldnt handle shit
For the life he was leading, led him down the wrong path
Where the guns blast, dont give a shit about the Gods wrath
Dont want to talk to the counselor, doctor
Tell em whats real, to tell em whats proper
Situation unclear like gray
And I know it gets worse everyday

My heart is bleeding
And this pain it will not pass
Its not receding
And my bodys going numb
A bad trip child
Rolling stoned, keeping high
He dont know what hes doing
He just keeps getting by

Away. Thrown away. I want to be, thrown away.

I am a mess
Ive made a huge mess
I cant control myself
Im losing it
Ive lost it
Ive spilt all my marbles...

Cause I see you, inside of me
Sometimes I want, to be thrown away
Cause I see you, inside of me
Sometimes I want, to be thrown away
A hyper spaz, and that is me
Sometimes I want, to be thrown away
Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away...
Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away...

Voices in my head
Voices in my head

Dont tell me, to do it (voices in my head) cause I will, NO...
Voices in my head
Dont tell me, to do it (voices in my head) cause I will, NO...
Voices in my head
Theyre screaming
Theyre screaming
Theyre screaming...