The hours tick by slowly
Like lashes from the hand of time
i've never had these feelings before
But I know that inside I'm dying
Falling deeper in a pit of emotions
Not sure of what I should do
Feeling trapped by my indecision
With the anticipation of being alone
I look inside but i'm afraid of
What I see when I look in your eyes
I get scared they might look at me
I stare with a sullen glaze
From infinity to eternity
I stare in your eyes they're black
So black but never look back at me
I don't want you anymore
But that's what makes me want you more
Annihilate myself when I think of the game
The raw guilt and directed blame
Retaliate for the things that upset me
But my conscience won't let me
The more I know the more I don't want to know
Questions in my head about the way you feel
Tie knots in the fabric of my mind
I want to get away from you but...
I can't get enough of you
I was alone
But I was happy
I let you in and you tricked me