Breathing slowly, mechanical heartbeat

losing contact with the living

Almighty TV plugged, hybrid empty brain

don't see anything real in the game

The tension is building constantly

No reason just a reflex I have, driven by clockwork

I try to keep an eye open

And I realize I haven't closed my eyes in a long time



Neglected emotions lead to catastrophic voyage on the other side

I have been given so much stress and lack of confidence

I've been given the gift of so small hope deep inside

I haven't closed my eyes in a long time, I am trying



I cannot stomach these forms and colors anymore

but I'm here to continue, after all I have been through

I try to keep my eyes open, I am realizing

This life and death more precious than anything



I won't bring no material in the after life

Take no possessions, I would rather travel light

I'm of this kind that kills all day

but I don't know yet how to die



Art of dying, is the way to let all go

Within I practice in the secret of my soul

My shape in the reflector

has now for ever, a life on it's own