When was it that you lost your youth or traded
It for something more for them to use so jaded
Why is it that you never said
I love you more than just a friend
I pray this gridlock never ends
And when we get there just depends
I found out recently that you are leaving
For good I hope I softly tell my ceiling
It`s better now to be alive
Sleeping is my 9 to 5
I`m having nightmares all the time
Of running out of words that rhyme
Everything that you could never say
Would never matter anyway
I took a hammer and two nails to my eardrums long ago
Before that steak knife took my eyes
I looked up to the sky
For the last thing I would ever see
For the last time I`d cry
When was it that you sold your life or wasted
Every bite of that small slice you never tasted
I guess I should be one to talk
There`s nights that I can`t even walk
There`s days I couldn`t give a fuck
And in between is where I`m stuck
From blocks away I heard somebody screaming
That small child inside of you that you left bleeding
You stabbed him up not once but twice
Cubicles will now suffice
Some say it`s the roll of the dice
I think they`re wrong I know I`m right
Every breath that I could barely breathe
Could barely make it past my teeth
I took a blowtorch to both of my lungs a long long time ago
Every step that i could take
Every one more difficult to make
Mr. Chainsaw came and took my legs a long, long time ago
In case you`re wondering
I`m singing about growing up about giving in
In case you`re wondering we`re singing about growing up
About giving up and giving in